I've been trying to get to grips (in a procrastinating sort of way) with where I am right now. Worryingly I seem to have been doing this for quite some time. Mine is a sorry tale of someone who had a goal, got side-tracked with lots of dribbling and tackles along the way, and...wait a minute, I hate football! Forget that analogy. You get the idea.
The early part of this week has thrown up a few relective moments. Yesterday I went along to Creative Business Derby with @philcampbell to get a feel for some networking opportunities. Among others I met an artist by the name of Justine Nettleton who, it turned out, has a studio very close to where I do a lot of my freelance work in Long Eaton. But the coincidences kept on coming. She also did her Fine Art degree in Newcastle just before I started there, and so knew one or two of the people I used to hang about with for a while (I moved up to Newcatle for a year before my first year to get a feel for the place). Not bad for a random meeting.
All this got me thinking again about those early idealistic days when the art for me seemed to be more about something. I can't knock being a commercial artist too much, having been consistently in work for over 15 years, but it's not all about the money. I feel like I've let a whole creative side of me stagnate over the years and I kind of want some of it back now - to try and play some kind of positive role beyond just getting pictures onto people's walls that often don't really mean very much. The economic meltdown & ecological concerns of the last couple of years has also fuelled my own personal disillusion with the way our system operates. So I remain in a transitionary state of sorts, still needing to earn money but looking for a healthier balance.The last few months have been a little tight with money, so there's a sense of urgency there but also a degree of caution not to get too sucked into just chasing freelance projects.
Today, after a bit of web searching for a couple of projects I want to resurrect, I drifted down to LaceMarket House where @pcmcreative was running an open office to view the live-stream for the Glasgow Digital 2011 conference. It was looking pretty quiet down there for a while, despite the fantastic tech setup (Huge wall-mounted touch-screen monitor in the conference room at LaceMarket House). But it seems I wasn't alone in succumbing to the lure of a well priced lunch from Rico Mexican Kitchen (www.ricomexicankitchen.co.uk) as CJ & I were soon sat in a full room with folk from @spinningclocks and @attitudedesign (also based in LaceMarket House), as well as @philcampbell & @carlybunny.
When people get together it creates a buzz & things can happen. There was intrigue and excitement about the potential of live-streams and social media, and I was soon being quizzed by Tim from Spinning Clocks about the artwork on my Moo cards. The Mexican food went down a treat, enhanced by the story of how we came to be eating it via the interactions & video work done by Phil in the Fibre Studio with Marcela of Rico Mexican Kitchen. Phil was also doing some work with Carly Bramwell to set up some music oriented video interviews in the Fibre Studio, and we ended up chatting at some length about what we were all trying to achieve.
Now, these last couple of paragraphs describe a situation I haven't often found myself in over the last few years, tending to work somewhat in isolation on artwork either in my studio at home or in a cold Mill building in Long Eaton. But it struck me today that it's the kind of positive social interactions I was experiencing, where people come out of isolated workspaces and offices and are curious about each other, that I've been missing for so long. People connect, ideas are sparked, possibilities emerge. I know that it's exactly this kind of creative space that Phil CJ have been trying to nurture with the Fibre Studio and for LaceMarket House, which is why I've been so keen to support them in any way I can. But I really felt that potential today, not just for them but for myself also. It's a small revelation for some but in these days where for many people things are looking very uncertain and downright grim, I find it really quite uplifting.
Time waits for no-one, and the time is now for me at least to be kicking myself out of my own complacency and get interracting as much as I can, to get myself back to that healthier creative practice I felt I had way back in my post degree days.
Rock On FibreCamp!
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